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My Resolution... [02 Jan 2004|05:01pm]

[ mood | amused ]

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

I believe that solves that :P

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Happy 2004! [02 Jan 2004|02:16am]

[ mood | indescribable ]

I can't believe another year went by already. Seems like just last week it was the beginning of 2003. Time sure does go by fast. I liked 2003 though, I graduated from high school and started college, I got my cartilage and navel pierced, I got my babies (Draco and Beanie) :-D, I completed my Harry Potter costume and I developed a mindset of not caring what people think of me. So I think 2003 was a very successful year for me. I'm ready to start a new one though.

I'll join you for the party, Jokah, I'll bring the Doritos and the cheese puffs :-P.

I actually did make some resolutions this year that I WILL accomplish this year. I have a whole bunch but my main one is to see 100 movies this year, which means I have to see about 2 a week, approximately. And I already started on my goal cause I saw my first one of the year today :-D. Anyway, I'm also taking some trips this summer that I vowed to take to increase my experience of places other than New York state. And I will clean my room so I can see the floor. Those are my biggest ones.

Other than my first movie of 2004 ('Cold Mountain') I really didn't do too much today. I spent most of the night hanging out with my best friend (and it wasn't a date, HL) at the mall and we froze for 30 minutes talking in the Friendly's parking lot while the security guy from the college next door drove around us in a circle behind the fence.

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Us.... in 2004! [02 Jan 2004|12:41am]

[ mood | jubilant ]

Its 2004, can anyone believe it? Anyone... *cricket chirps* eh...

Hope you all had a first class New Years. Someone's gotta join me this year for an April 4th party. Harley would remember last year's March 3rd. In '06 I'm gonna take a pic of the clock on June 6th at midnight.. granted we're still here ;)

Does anyone have a New Years resolution? It always takes me at least a year to think those up ;P

Tonight for our New Years Day party, 3 of my friends came over my house to watch TV for 3 hours and then play Battle of the Sexes. We mostly asked the questions just for fun though. One asked to me was "Who was the main character in the TV show Knight Rider?" And like half a second later I go "Kitt" :D Jerry's like "How'd you KNOW that?!" Lol. I luv ya, SD.


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Falling Tears [11 Nov 2003|11:42am]

I lay asleep in my office until that no good Harry Potter came pounding on my door and screaming out my name. I got up and walked to my door, giving him my most malevolent glare, he then told me that Danielle was in trouble, I asked him where she was and he said in the past. I gave him a questioning look and he tried explaining as best he could.

( Time Passes)

As I travel through the sewers underneath Manhatten New York a ear piercing scream reaches my ears. It's a scream of torment, torture and sheer pain, I knew that the screams belonged to Miss Cortez and so I quickened my pace. The girls fate rested in my hands and I knew I had to stop the ones responsible for hurting her. When I reached the turtles lair a horrible site reached my eyes. The child lay on the ground, a pool of blood surrounded her body, my cold eyes matched the goons that had done this to her.

They had no time to speak, for I was pelting and pucnhing the men with all my might. I fought furiously, knocking each of them out. But one remained, I focused on him and ripped into him. I made sure that they did not survive through this. Once I was satisfied I scooped Danielle up into my arms and apperated to the Hogwarts Express platform. I soon got on the train, I dared not put Danielle down. The childs screams kept playing over and over in my mind, they were heart wrenching and nearly as bad as Lilly Potter's screams.

Once reaching Hogwarts I rushed Danielle straight into the Hospital wing. Pomfrey came out and tended to Danielle's wounds and gave the girl a healing potion for the deep cuts and skelie grow for her bones to heal. Pomfrey told me to leave, that I had done all that I could. But I insisted on staying. The child had been through so much already and her going back into the past was not her brightest idea, but I don't blame her for doing so. But what would I tell her when she woke up, that her parents didn't make it in this either? What would I tell her?

I would have to tell her something, but I didn't know what or when would be the right time to tell her. So I waited by her bedside, watching over her the rest of the day and on through the night. Early the next morning Danielle had awoken due to the sun shining on her face. I felt her soft hand touching my hand and heard her timid yet gentle voice calling out my name, 'Professor Snape...' I looked at the girl and nodded my head. I saw the questioning look in her eyes and I shook my head sadly 'No Miss Cortez...'

I remember her crying out in pain and hearing her saying 'I failed...again...no matter what I do ... I always fail those I love...' I gently placed my hand on her shoulder and pulled her chin upwards so she was looking me in the eyes. 'Danielle...' I didn't know what to say to her or how to comfort her. So I did what I thought would help her, I took her into my arms and held her. Her head rested against my chest, I heard her sobbing, her tears soaking my robes. ' Shh...' I said consolingly. Danielle looked up at me, her saddened hazel eyes made my heart break.

' I have no one...I went back in time trying to save my family's lives but I failed...again... No one loves me...no one..' I felt the child crying even harder, her head once again resting against my chest. I rubbed her back in small circular motions and then patted her back to the rythem of my heart beats. ' Danielle...you do too have someone as well as someone that loves you and cares for you...as if you were their own daughter...' I embraced her a bit tighter as I shed some of my own tears. ' I love you Danielle as well as care for you and see you as my own...'

Danielle looked up at me wondering if I had gone mad, I let out a soft chuckle and reassured her, ' I am a man of my word my dear child, I would never lie to you.. never.' Danielle was the one to hug me then. The child had waited so long to hear me say that and now was the right time to say it. I hated what happened to her family and even after her trying to save them. I placed a gentle kiss on the top of her head. Before Danielle had drifted off to sleep I heard her whisper as her head rested against my chest, 'I love you daddy...' those words melted my heart and soul. Tears of love rolled down my cheeks and I returned her reply, ' I love you too Danielle Jamison Snape... I love you too...my daughter.'

I moved to the bed and rested my back against a couple of pillows and held Danielle in my arms. I soon drifted off to sleep, but not before I placed a protection charm over Danielle. I knew it wasn't necesary but I felt better upon doing so. I vowed I would never let anything happen to Danielle and if it did, I would be there by her side and protecting her with my life.
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whoo hoo [08 Nov 2003|03:49pm]

[ mood | cheerful ]

Yay Harley you finally showed up! :D You gotta come on more, we miss you.

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[04 Nov 2003|11:03am]

[ mood | pensive ]

(So I was listening to this Pink song this morning and I was like "It sounds like Danielle and the Joker talking" like from one of the RPs me and SD do. So I'm gonna post it with Danielle or Joker talking because it works well with them :P)

I can remember
The very first time I cried.
How I wiped my eyes
And buried the pain inside.
All of my memories
Good and bad that's passed
Didn't even take the time
to realize.
Staring at the cracks in the walls
'Cause I'm waiting for it all to come to an end.
Still I curl up right under the bed
'Cause it's takin' over my head
All over again.

(J:)Do you even know who you are?
(D:)I guess I'm trying to find
(J:)A borrowed dream or superstar?
(D:)I want to be a star
(J:)Is life good to you, or is it bad?
(D:)I can't tell anymore
(J:)Do you even know what you have?

Lying awake.
Watching the sunlight.
How the birds will sing
As I count the rings around my eyes.
Constantly pushing
The world I know aside.
I don't even feel the pain.
I don't even want to try.

I'm looking for a way to become
The person that I dreamt up
When I was 16.
Oh, nothing is ever enough.
Ooh, baby it ain't enough
For what it may seem.

(J:)Do you even know who you are?
(D:)I'm still trying to find
(J:)A borrowed dream or superstar?
(D:)Everybody wants to be
(J:)Is life good to you, or is it bad?
(D:)I can't tell anymore
(J:)Do you even know what you have?

Sorry girl.
Tell a tale for me.
'Cause I'm wondering
How you really feel.

I'm a lonely girl.
I'll tell a tale for you.
'Cause I'm just trying to make
All my dreams come true.

(J:)Do you even know who you are?
(D:)Oh yeah, yeah
(J:)A borrowed dream or superstar?
(D:)Oh, I wanted to be a star
(J:)Is life good to you or is it bad?
(D:)I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
(J:)Do you even know what you have?
(D:)I guess not, oh I guess not

(J:)Do you even know who you are?
(D:)Oh I'm trying to find
(J:)A rising dream or falling star?
(D:)Oh, I have all these dreams
(J:)Is life good to you or is it bad?
(D:)I can't tell anymore
(J:)Do you even know what you have?
(D:)Oh, no, no

(this was Lonely Girl by Pink if you wanna download it somewhere. Its really a great song)

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Set My Heart and Soul Free [03 Nov 2003|12:37am]

[ mood | accomplished ]

( A story in Snape's P.O.V. on Danielle)

This is my story of how a young girl has changed my life and my way of viewing others.

As you all know I am Severus Snape, Potoins Master and head of Slytherin house at Hogwarts, School of WitchCraft and Wizardry. My life started out simple enough one day while teaching my class until a young female turtlette walked in. I checked the role and saw she was with those other Dunderheaded Gryffindors.

'Well...' I thought to myself 'Midas well show her that in my class you don't fool around, unless you want to loose marks.' I sneered at the young girl but she didn't seem at all frightened by me. 'Strange... she musn't know fear at all. Well then I will have to work harder then won't I?' I locked my cold eyes onto her soft and gentle hazel eyes.

I then checked my role book making sure no one was missing, I got to her name 'Danielle Jamison Cortez huh? A strange pretty name for the child.' I looked up at her and saw that she was looking right at me. I sneered. She then looked away quickly. As the months went on some how Miss Cortez and I got drug into all sorts of adventures together. I hated it and I could've loathed the child even more if it weren't for he childlike innocence! when ever I was ready to make some harsh remark to her she'd just look into my eyes sadly.

Darn child! I so wanted to call her everything under the sun but I couldn't bring myself to do so. I had learned more than I wanted to know about Miss Cortez and her past. Her past...was a harsh one.. her uncle had abused her since she was three years old. No wonder the child has latched onto me... but now that I think about it Danielle isn't as bad as I thought. She's quite a kind and clever girl.

She is able to sense and feel my pain, suffering and hatred towards those from my past. It's almost as if when she looks into my eyes she can see my inner self. Danielle has figured out how to see past my mask of coldness. I so wish she hadn't become my student because now she has taken after me, taken some of my actions and is now growing bitter. Just the other day she wanted to liven up Hogwarts. She and two friends of hers planned out what they could do. Miss Nightmoon and Miss Quinn placed laughing gas into some of the piping.

Minutes later everyone was laughing merrily and smiling even myself. Danielle had come to my office and gave me a reversing potion, she then had fled to her friend's hideout. But she soon returned to school and my class. I had blamed Potter for it since I had noticed a vial in his pocket. Danielle had stood up and taken up for Potter and the other Gryff's. I gave her my most malevolant glare which didn't seem to bother her. So I took off house points which didn't bother her either.

I told her to stay after class and that's when I had a heart to heart talk with her. I really hadn't intended our talk to result into an argument. I had never heard so much pain and sorrow in Danielle's voice, the child was totally heart broken. " GET OUT OF MY CLASSROOM!!! NOW!!!!" I barked at her. Danielle got up and left as fast as she could.. the poor child. She then returned to her friends place and I was left alone in my classroom with my guilt to tear away at me.

Later on Albus had come to my office and we had this loooong talk. He told me that I shouldn't be so hard on the girl and reminding me of how fragile she truly is. For once I felt guilty, really and truly guilty for hurting someone. Not just somoene, a young kind hearted and loving girl. I had hurt Danielle. She had been trying so hard to be brave and show she wasn't at all scared of me. I had finally realized how much the child loved me and needed me as much as I needed her.

Danielle had tried so hard to be a friend, to show me that not everyone was cold or cruel and that not everyone hated me or thought that I was the greasy git everyone else saw me as. I had looked up at Albus and said in a very soft tone, " She has set me free. My heart and soul is now free." Albus smiled when I said that. I stood up, bowed respectfully to the old man and flooed to Gotham City to find Danielle at Joker's hideout. I found Danielle in a corner sound asleep, I knelt down in front of her.

The poor girl had been crying all day. My once cold eyes softened and my heart went out to her. I sat down and pulled the child into my lap and held her until the next morning. Danielle had opened her eyes and looked up at me, she saw that my features had softened and that I was smiling softly at her. " Hello my child." Danielle looked up at me puzzled. I chuckled and then pulled her into a warm fatherly hug, she realized what was going on and too hugged me back. It seemed that the world had stood still and everything in it except for us.

In many years I may not have admitted it until now, Danielle is somewhat like a daughter to me now. She had graduated and become a young woman and grown wizer beyond her years. I have set her up a small living quarters in a spare room not too far from my living quarters. Danielle and Harry are now married and to be honest with you he and I have put our past behind us and have somewhat became friends. I recieved news just the other day that Danielle is going to be a mother, my eyes filled with tears of joy. I love Danielle more now than I ever thought possible and I have vowed to protect her, Potter and their child from all evil. I won't let the same thing that befalled Harry to happen to their child. I guess you can say I am Danielle's GodFather under Danielle's wishes and I couldn't refuse.

Who ever thought that one child could tame the heart of me, Severus Snape; Potions Master. Well, you must see it to believe it. Seeing is Believing. Danielle had strongly believed that a little bit of love and kindness could go a long way and it has. And I am thankful to her for that.

~Severus Alan Snape~

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[01 Nov 2003|11:33am]

[ mood | depressed ]

Well, today is Halloween big deal. Why am I saying this you ask? Cuz my Halloween was the worst Halloween ever. No trick or treators showed up and worst of all my boyfriend told me that he was going to spend some time with me for a bit but guess what? He called me and told me that he wouldn't be comming. I hope you guys had a better Halloween than I did. I feel like I'm not important anymore, it seems no matter what I say or what I do is just not important. I'm used to it though. I'm beginning to hate Halloween, cuz I don't have anyone to celebrate it with, my mom is too lazy to take me out and I'm pretty much under a 24 hour prison and can't do anything on my own. So yeah my life just plain sucks. I wished I had brothers and sisters to spend time with but I don't. I just want to have a normal life, to be who I want to be and not what everyone else wants me to be. I've hidden behind a mask for so long I really don't even know who I am anymore, I don't know how to be me. *shrugs* oh well.

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Professor Snape's Secret [27 Oct 2003|09:18pm]

[ mood | determined ]

( This is after the 'Trial Scene' and it's mainly focused on Danielle and Snape. Duuuuuuuuh.... Now on with the show...er.. story.... o.O ack! I'm not awake yet. Need caffene :p)

Danielle backed away, her expression becomming cold once more. Colder than Snapes. A icy hand gripping her once warm and caring heart. " What's done is done. My journey has ended." she said to herself and exited Town Hall and away from civilization. Severus Snape watched her go and decided to follow her. He followed her into the Graveyard. Danielle took out the Pumpkin Blade and held it up to her heart, " I better make this quick." she said just as Snape snatched the sword from her. " No Danielle." he said firmly, yet his voice held a tinge of concern.

Danielle looked up at Snape. Pain, hatred and bitterness could be seen in her saddened hazel eyes. " Why not?!?!?" Snape looked into her eyes and spoke softly, " We've been through this Danielle." Danielle shrugged no longer caring, " So what. We're done with the trial and I'm not needed anymore! I've been through hell and back but does anyone care? NO!" fresh tears welled up in the young girls eyes. Snape gently placed his hand on Danielle's shoulder reasuringly, " I care Danielle." he said soothingly. " You do?" she asked sadly and he nodded. Danielle wanted to hug Snape but she stoped herself. Snape held out his arms greeting Danielle into a hug, she flung her arms around him as he held her comfortingly.

Danielle began to cry silently as Snape continued to hold her. He rubbed her back in small circular motions which seemed to calm her. " Shhh... it's okay now Danielle." he said softly. The Halloween sweet autum wind began to blow, Danielle pulled her robes tightly around her trying to knock off the chill. Snape took off his long black robes and draped them around Danielle. She gave him a smile of thanks.

The two then headed back into town, before they reached Town Hall Danielle stopped Snape. She stood on the tips of her toes and lightly kissed him on the cheek. She then turned and continued walking. Severus stood there for a minute or two quite speechless, a small smile spread across his face and he followed after Danielle.

Upon reaching Town Hall a horrible site beheld Danielle's eyes. Her good friend Nightmare was attacking Kade. She was horrified and decided to try and stop Nightmare as best she could only to be attacked herself. Danielle was thrown into a wall 'HARD!'. Severus trotted over to Danielle, he held out his hand to help Danielle up. The young turtlette revived and tried to go back after Nightmare but Snape stopped her. " I can't watch her kill him! I just can't!" Danielle said and broke free. She then pulled out her wand, " Forgive me Nightmare. EXPELLIARMUS!!!!" Nightmare is thrown backwards into a wall. The demoness soon gets up and goes to attack Danielle. Snape pushed her out of the way just in time only for himself to be attacked by Nightmare. Danielle struggled to get up and then pummeled into Nightmare, " LEAVE SNAPE ALONE!!!!!" she screamed. Danielle attacked Nightmare will all her might only to be kicked off. Snape got ahold of Danielle once more, " Leave he alone.. never intrude in a demon's fury." he said sternly in a kind manner. " I just can't let her kill someone..." she said.

Danielle watched Nightmare pull out her heart, " YOU SEE THIS KADE!!! YOU SEE IT? IT IS MY HEART! MY HEART WHICH YOU HAVE SHATTERED!!!" she screamed and threw it aside. " AND NOW BECAUSE OF YOU, I AM IN THIS UNBEARABLE TORMENT!!!" Danielle was now in tears, she fell to the ground and wept. " Please make this go away..please make this end... I don't want to see anyone else get hurt.." she said sadly.

Nightmare had reached for her demon blade, Danielle looked up and tried to block Kade from getting hurt but she was too late. Kade screamed out in pain. " NOOOOOOOOOO" Danielle beared her teeth in a full fit of rage. " Remove the blade now Nightmare or I'll make you!!!!" she demanded. But Nightmare ignored her, Danielle round housed kicked Nightmare so hard that it sent her flying into a wall. Nightmare soon recovered and attacked Danielle. Snape pulled her out of the way to prevent her from being hurt.

Joker then turned on Danielle trying to protect Nightmare only for his chin to be connected with Danielle's foot. She then turned back to Nightmare, " STOP THIS NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!" she screamed. Nightmare attacked Danielle once again and slammed her into the ground. Danielle cried out in pain, she got up quickly and pummled into Nightmare knocking her into a wall. Danielle then saw that Harley was holding Nightmare's heart.

She moved quickly, doing a series of backflips and handsprings over to Harley. She picked up Nightmare's heart and securely placed it inside her robes. She watched Nightmare attacking Joker, pinning him to the ground. ' I have to do something..I'm getting pretty tired and weak but I have to keep this up for a little bit longer.' Nightmare grabbed Joker by his collar and throws him aside and then attacks him again. Joker managed to kick her off, " I think you need that heart Nightmare..." Danielle dodged out of the way and got to an oppening. " HEY NIGHTMARE!!!!" she yelled. " Being unable to forigve those who have hurt you is the cause of pain!!! I know this because Splinter told me! Plus I was beaten by my uncle!!! You helped him Nightmare and you helped me!!! We LOVE YOU!!!" she yelled. Nightmare continued to attack Joker, gripping him with her claws. He managed to kick her away and stood quickly. Bleeding from a lot of places. Nightmare hissed, her mouth showing off her fangs. She moved to attack again but stops and turns to Danielle. She then charaged at the young turtlette. Snape was just about to move when Danielle pulled out her wand, " IMMOBULUS!!!!" she yelled. Nightmare froze in her tracks, Danielle moved quickly and replaced Nightmare's heart before the spell wore off. Nightmare began to calm down as he heart begins to beat.

Danielle backed away quickly and moves over to Snape, handing him a healing potion which she had just brewed in just a few minutes. Snape took the potion and drank it, he gave Danielle a small smile of thanks.

( I'm going to jump ahead, sorry but I dun feel like writing everything word for word.)

Jack had sent Harley, Joker and NIghtmare back to Gotham City and put a protetion charm over them and their hideout so as Batman couldn't find them, unless they did such a horrible crime. Snape looked at Danielle, " Are you ready to go home Danielle?" he asked softly. Danielle shrugged. Severus sighed softly and placed his hand on Danielle's shoulder, " Would you like to go back home to New York?" he asked. Danielle shook her head, " I don't belong there." she said quietly. " Hogwarts then?" he asked and Danielle nodded.

' I only hope that things don't go back to the way they were... I don't want to be treated horribly... I couldn't stand it..' Danielle's thoughts were interrupted as she felt Snape's hand on her shoulder. " Come Danielle, we need to catch the Hogwarts Express." he said and Danielle held onto him as they apperated on Platform 9 and 3/4. Once upon the train Danielle took a seat across from Snape.

Danielle looked outside the window and would every now and then glance back at Snape. He saw the girls saddened expression, he got up and moved to sit beside her. Slowly but surely he placed a arm around her, embracing her in a warm fatherly like hug. " Danielle... when you tried to thrust that sword into your heart... I thought I was going to loose you for good. I may have treated you badly before and I now see that and I apologize to you. I do hope you forgive me and my actions. I took 'Treating Gryffindors' badly a little too far. You are not just a Gryffindor or another one of my students. You are a loyal and true friend, a kind and caring young girl who has a heart of gold. Wether you know it or not Danielle everything that you have done has affected me. When you would say you wanted to die, that you were lonely and didn't have anyone... it would break my heart and all I wanted to do was to comfort you but I couldn't do it...not at Hogwarts at least. My dear child... please understand I never intended to hurt you in any form or fashion, not spiritually or emotionally and especially not physically. I know realize that you really do care and love me. No one in years has even thought of caring about me. Well besides Dumbledore but he's not my student." Slight chuckle.

Severus looked down at Danielle whose head rest against his chest, her eyes closed but still listening to him. Snape's heart beat contentedly, he hugged the young girl gently and placed a soft kiss on the top of her head. He vowed that he would forever protect her and make up for the times he had broken her heart. Danielle hugged Snape gently and whispered softly, " I love you Professor Snape." Severus closed his eyes upon hearing her kind and true words and for the first time in years fresh tears filled his eyes. He allowed them to fall freely and he cried silently. He hugged Danielle and pulled her head next to his heart. The two closed their eyes and drifted off to sleep listening to the gentle chugging of the Hogwarts Express.

( I do hope you enjoyed my story :))

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I wanted the SOX to win, but... [18 Oct 2003|03:46pm]

[ mood | bored ]

I haven't seen Harley in days. I dun even know when she updated her journal last; i'll have to go take a look-see. And whenever Pammy comes, I'll have to show her a certain Arrogant Worms song.. wink wink nudge nudge Merty ;). And... I guess thats all I have to say. Haven't updated my journal in a month so I might do that now. Ciao.


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Go Yankees!! [16 Oct 2003|09:01pm]

[ mood | creative ]

Horay for SD, another wonderful work of art fan fic. Yay. And it's nice to see you here finally :). Ok that's all I really wanted to say.

Rupert for Survivor Pearl Islands!!! WHOOOO!

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[16 Oct 2003|06:30pm]

[ mood | content ]

I'm glad you liked my story Joker :) I hope Harley likes it, I know I was way OOC with Snape, but I just thought that it would be nice for Snape to finally realize what he had been doing to Danielle well ya know what I mean. Anywho I'm glad ya liked it.

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Angel Eyes [16 Oct 2003|01:18pm]

[ mood | calm ]

( A story dedicated to the beloved Potions Master Professor Severus Snape. I do hope you enjoy my story.)

A month had passed by since Danielle Jamison Cortez had graduated from Hogwarts, School of WitchCraft and Wizardry. Every once in a while she would return to Hogwarts just to visit with the Professors and other students and occasionally helping Hagrid even Argus Filch. To Danielle, Professor Snape was 10 times nicer than Filch. But after getting to know the old janitor he wasn't so bad as he appeared to be. That's where Danielle was now, at Hogwarts and mopping one of the many hallways many floors. She wasn't too fond of mopping but at least she was allowed to be at the aging school. Danielle looked up to see someone she least expected, Professor Severus Snape, she gulped and looked into his eyes nervously. Danielle had remembered all the times he had insulted her, when she had went to him for advice and how he saw her. He had simply replied ' I see you as just another one of my students, nothing more.' Danielle was hurting inside even now. " Good evening Miss Cortez." To the turtlette's vast surprise Snape's voice wasn't cruel or harsh, she smiled timidly and spoke; " How are you sir?" " I am doing well Miss Cortez and yourself?" he asked coolly. Danielle didn't answer right away, not knowing how he would respond after she answered him. " I'm okay I guess." Snape nodded and remained where he stood for several more minutes.

Danielle was growing extremely nervous, she wondered if he was about to insult her or throw false accusations at her. " When you are finished with your task, I would like for you to meet me in my office. And if you knew what was good for you, you would do as I ask." Snape said coldly, Danielle nodded and he turned and left. A wave of fear washed over Danielle, she didn't know what to do or what to say and so she finished her task quickly and headed for Snape's office. As Danielle neared the dungeons she slowed her pace, her heart beat ringing in her ears as she reached the office door and knocked lightly. " Enter." Danielle slowly walked into Snape's office and looked around nervously for the Potions Master. " You're a smart young lady Miss Cortez." Snape's voice had taken on that icy tone much to Danielle's disliking. He motioned for her to sit down and she did so, not once making eye contact with him. Snape sighed and decided to drop his threatening stature. " The reason why I asked you to come to my office Miss Cortez was because I wanted to apologize to you. I know I have treated you horribly during your seven years here at Hogwarts. I regret it now... You had tried so hard to see past my cold exterior and whenever you tried showing me any kindness I pushed you away as if you were nothing. You don't have to forgive me but I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am. You were treated unfairly while you were living with your family and I especially did you unjustly here. As you know I am not good at expressing my feelings, after hiding behind a mask all these years it's hard for one to show what lies within his heart." Severus looked at Danielle trying to read the expression on her face.

'Damn you Severus, look at what you've done to her! You've pushed her away all these years when she was searching for a friend and look at her! She has taken up hiding behind a mask of solitude, emotionless almost. She's too good of a person to do that, and a lot of this is my fault. That's all you need, is to turn a kind and caring young girl cold hearted you selfless son of a ....' Snape's thoughts were interrupted when he saw Danielle stand and approach him. Danielle stood next to Severus and cautiously placed her hand on his hand. He wanted to withdraw his hand from her touch but he couldn't bring himself to do so. He had put her through enough emotional and spiritual suffering as it was and he didn't want to hurt her anymore. Severus felt the icy hand that was clutching his heart slowly melting away. His cold and blackened heart was now full of warmth and love. Danielle looked into Snape's dark eyes and for the first time saw that his eyes were full of life and emotions. What happened next took Danielle by surprise, Severus pulled her into a warm hug. One hand at the back of her head and the other on her back, warm tears rolled down Severus's cheeks. Danielle rested her head against Snape's chest and listened to his heart. " I love you Professor Snape..." she fell silent wondering if she had upset him, Severus hugged her like a father would hug his child; " I know you do Danielle... I know you do." he said softly. Danielle began to cry; she felt all the pain, sorrow, bitterness and suffering melt away in a heartbeat. For once in her short life Danielle felt like she truly belonged somwhere, like she had a family.

The two continued to cry, cleansing their hearts and souls. Severus had finally found what he had been searching for and it had taken him forty-four years to find it. He had found a true friend, someone who actually saw him for who he truly was inside no matter how much he had tried to push Danielle away she just kept on caring. For once in his life, Severus had a genuine smile spread across his face. He had been released from his wave of hatred and bitterness all due to a little girl that had a heart that was full of love. To Severus, Danielle was an angel in the form of a turtlette that had been sent to help him overcome all the sorrows that was in his heart. The Potions Master was very grateful to have such a loyal student and a wonderful friend. Severus vowed to protect Danielle and make up for all the years of suffering he had put her through.

( I hope you liked my story. :) I know Snape was way out of OOC but I just had to write this.)

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[30 Sep 2003|03:05pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

Yes she does have one. I always remind her but she doesn't listen to me anymore :P its all Pammy's fault. You have to generate your code by going to the code generating place. You'll probably get one, you've had it long enough.

Whats funny is that men wrote that song ._.

So put on a jacket ;P

Something interesting? Uh, today I saw this kid throw another kid's bookbag handle (it was a rolly bookbag) out the window. And he never found it. Dun dun duuuunnnn.


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No she's not [30 Sep 2003|01:00pm]

[ mood | cold ]

"Doesn't really"? Meaning she does have one? She should post here. Did you forget to remember to remind her? I think I've had my account for more than a week, but I haven't gotten a code. Probably because I didn't make it myself.

I listened to that CD, and soon I'm gonna put it on my computer so I can listen to it all the time. It's so funny. I love the Rippy the Gator song and the If Jesus had a brother named Bob song. The one about men is good too, cause it's fun to be a malebasher...mwhahaha.

It's cold in here.

So what have you been up to? It seemed like we forgot about posting here for awhile. Tell me something interesting cause I can't think of anything.

~Merton and Wallace

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Yes she is [21 Sep 2003|02:22pm]

[ mood | bored ]

Harley is now a member but she doesn't really have a profile or an interesting journal yet. When she comes on later I'll remember to remind her. How long have you had your account? You get a code a week after joining.

When I learn how to make a copy of a CD, sure I'll make you a copy. And mail it to you. Maybe in a few days. I don't think Bob is a thing with them, maybe its just a funny name.

Hi Wallace


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Merton is not high! [21 Sep 2003|01:47pm]

[ mood | indescribable ]

I am not high! I just wanted to see what the high hamster looked like. I love these moods though, I was looking for one but I didn't know what my mood was and there was actually an indescribable one. So clever were the people who thought these up.

Anywho, go Harls for learning German! Would you be interested in being a tutor for Wallace? ;) Is she going to join soon? Can't we make codes with our accounts some way? Or do you have to pay for that? I already asked that one site for 2 codes so I'll give you the link and you can ask this time. http://www.livejournal.com/community/lendacode/

You missed the ep? Noooooo! That's one of the only ones I never saw and I was looking forward to seeing it :( Oh well, it's just a show. Maybe whoever turned your tv off turned it off after the show ended. Or maybe it was a phantom spirit who was so upset that you stole his sheets to put on your bed and he needed them to go haunting with that he put you to sleep and turned off your tv so you couldn't watch the ep. ......But I'd go with the first suggestion. Try E-Bay for your search, or Best Buy cause they're the best buy you can find. No I don't work there, I just like to shop there. Yes I WILL watch it, as soon as you hunt it down I'll leave that day and come home to watch it :P.

That CD sounds like the funniest thing ever. Make me a copy, please? Anything that makes fun of "Men, if Jesus had a brother named Bob, Boy Bands, Malcolm solves his problems with a chainsaw (my kind of guy :P), big fat road managers, those vegetable liberation groups (poor Pam), Birthdays, Hockey (why Hockey I wonder?), idiot drivers(yes! I love that subject), waiting until the last minute to do Christmas stuff(I do that every year :P), Internet, Cows, Celine Dion(awww, I like Celine Dion), pro-guns, children getting killed by gators (Rippy the gator went 'chomp chomp chomp' ;D)(*insane laughter*), Santa, dogs named Bob(is one of the singers named Bob? Cause that's a repeating theme it seems), and songs inside your head." I think I'll enjoy this music very much.

Have a nice day *Wallace waves*

~Merton and Wallace

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Merton is high, haha [21 Sep 2003|10:42am]

[ mood | aggravated ]

Harley's learning German. Oh and she made a name, but she didn't tell me what it was :P I think I'll guess it anyway. I'm trying to find Kitt a code. Help me look?

Actually, I'm pretty depressed. Last night I missed the ep. I didn't tape it or anything, I didn't even get to watch it. I think I fell asleep. Though, somehow falling asleep with the TV on and waking up with it off is pretty strange... Whoever turned off the TV and didn't wake me up is going to be strangled, even though its my fault. Argh. I think Girls Nite Out is on VHS with some other episode. I'll hunt it down and order that sucker. I WILL get it and you WILL watch it when you come home sometime.

By the by, when you come home, you gotta borrow my Arrogant Worms CD cause they're the best. They make fun songs about: Men, if Jesus had a brother named Bob, Boy Bands, Malcolm solves his problems with a chainsaw (couldn't explain that :D), big fat road managers, those vegetable liberation groups (Pam's gotta hear that *insane laughter*), Birthdays, Hockey, idiot drivers, waiting until the last minute to do Christmas stuff, Internet, Cows, Celine Dion, pro-guns, children getting killed by gators (Rippy the gator went 'chomp chomp chomp' ;D), Santa, dogs named Bob, and songs inside your head.



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haha, high hamster [20 Sep 2003|02:23pm]

[ mood | amused ]

*laughs histerically at the high hamster* Wow, just had to add that. K, I'm really leaving now :P

~Merton (who's still laughing)

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hi [20 Sep 2003|02:22pm]

[ mood | high ]

Hello again. How's it going? I really do like the community. But we need more people here, like Harls, Ivy, and maybe KITT, if he can type. And I love the hamsters, they're so cute. I'm not really high by the way, well maybe high on life, but I just wanted to see what a high hamster looks like :P

I love "She Thinks My Tractor is Sexy", it could be true, most country songs are. I hope it's not though cause that would just be too sad :P.

German? I don't even know German. Do you know someone who could teach him? Then he could be the world's first multi-lingual miniature blue elephant.

Hehe, Jokes. I like that for you. Ok Jokes, see ya later, I gotta go walk Wallace. He said hi by the way. Cheers.

~Merton (who isn't high) and Wallace

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